I know I’ve talked about stress and the effect it has on Lyme disease. My past few posts are really all linked together. I definitely have over come a lot of the typical symptoms and now I’m tackling the hard ones. The mental ones.
For these symptoms i don’t fully realize what’s happening until I’ve over done it and hit bottom. The depression and anxiety that comes along with Lyme disease are real. They are hard to realize when you’re so used to them. Recently I had some medical problems that I didn’t think we’re related to Lyme disease. It turned out that the mental part of the Lyme disease started having an effect on my body is ways I didn’t think could happen.
The other day I was at work and I caught myself thinking all these negative thoughts and feeling myself slip into that bad pattern of negativity and it all clicked. I literally stopped what I was doing and thought what am I doing to myself? I knew how to make myself feel better and the reason why I was struggling with my health and yet I let the stress and anxiety continue.
Something I haven’t done in a long time that truly helps is making mental lists of gratitude. Things that make me successful, things that make me a good person, things that make me good enough. I point out to myself that things happen for a reason and everything will make sense sooner or later.
This helps with my stress and let me tell you I can tell the difference when I choose not to give in to the stress and anxiety. Half the battle with sickness is mental.